where is the boy that spots me sitting alone in the corner of a coffee shop reading my favorite novel and slips me a folded note telling me i look delicate and mysterious or a boy that sees me in the record store flipping through the vinyls who tells me in depth about his love for the record i am holding and takes my other hand and runs his fingers across my shaking knuckles?
،كان نفسي أحميك و تؤذيني
،كان نفسي أؤذيك و تحميني
.من عيوبي، و ذنوبي، و ندوبي
I wanted to protect you and be harmed by you,
I wanted to harm you and be protected by you,
From my flaws, and my sins, and my scars.